Saturday, June 19, 2010

U make heart stop

The random blabbering
The late night fuck ups
You make my heart stop

The talk about past
The verse of the present and future
You make my heart stop

Coffee, tea or me
Choose wisely
You make my heart stop

**There is constant craving
The thought and essence
You make it all different
You make my heart stop

things are bearable
Life is great
Everything is in place

**There is constant craving
The thought and essence
You make it all different
You make my heart stop

If it is better
It's no problem
I just don't think I can live without it

Just like my smoke
Just like my drinks
You make my heart s.top

**There is constant craving
The thought and essence
You make it all different
You make my heart stop

Monday, September 07, 2009

One of the Boys

I saw a spider I didn't scream. Cuz I can belch the alphabet just double dog dare me. And I chose guitar over ballet. And I take these suckers down cuz they just get in my way. The way you look at me is kinda like a little sister. Rubbed by your goodbyes. And it leaves me nothing but blisters. (chorus) So I don't want to be one of the boys. One of your guys. Just give me a chance to prove to you im neither. I just wanna be one of the girls. Pretty in pearls. Not one of the boys. So over summer something changed. I started reading 17 and shaving my legs. And I study the litter religously. And I walked right in school and caught you staring over me. Cuz i know what you know. But now your gonna have to take a number. Its ok. Maybe one day. But not until i get my diamond ring. (chorus) Cuz I don't want to be one of the boys. One of your guys. Just give me a chance to prove to you im neither. I just wanna be a homecoming queen Not one of the boys. I wanna be a flower not a dirty weed. And I wanna smell like roses not a baseball team. And I swear maybe one day. Your gonnna wanna make out make out make out with me (Don't wanna be) Don't want to be (Don't wanna be) Don't want to be (Don't wanna be) (chorus) Cuz I, I don't wanna be one one one of the boys. I just wanna be one of the girs. So pretty in pearls. Not one of the boys.

Monday, March 23, 2009

everybody knows

by John Legend

Lyrics to Everybody Knows :
It gets harder everyday but I can’t seem to shake the pain
I am trying to find the word to say please stay
It’s written all over my face
I can’t function the same when you’re not here
Calling your name when no ones there
And I hope one day you’ll see

(Chorus)
No body has it easy
I still can’t believe you
Found somebody new
But I wish you the best
I guess
‘Cause everybody knows that
Nobody really knows how to make it work
Or how to ease the hurt
We’ve heard it all before and
Everybody knows just how to make it right
I wish we gave it one more try
One more try, try (one more try)
One more try, try (one more try)
‘cause everybody knows
But no body really knows

Oh ooh yeah

I don’t care what the people say
If I’ll be lonely anyway
Baby don’t fill up your head with he said she said
It seems like you just don’t know (don’t know)
The radio goes you’re tuning me up
Am trying to speak you’re turning me down
And I know one day you’ll see

(Chorus)

I wish that you would understand
I’m just an ordinary man
I wish that we had known
Everybody knows that nobody really knows
And I know one day you’ll see
Nobody has it easy


(Chorus)

Thursday, March 01, 2007

jealousy

you keep denying things you feel and show anger when you really are jealous. people you know have their lives figured out but you get to stay at home and watch. if you can't figure out what you want in life, you can't pull those people down until you get get yourself together.


if life is fair, this is how its suppose to be. you don't have to live the life they want but live a life you want. it doesnt have to be now but live it one day at a time. you can't get everything all at the same time. your 10 fingers can't handle them all at the same time. you have your own plan. sacrifices are needed but all the things you want for yourself shouldn't be taken.


they call it "compromise". i think. but this word is not known to everyone. as selfish as you are. everybody wants everything. but you cant have everything. like the wife of agamemnon, clytemnestra said, you can't everything you want. but if the gods will it, you will.


i have to start doing things for myself. if i dont i will be left to rot. how? how?  hope i figure it out soon!

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

dirt under my nails

i let the water run through
i pat my hands dry
alcohol wont do
you can't run from it

cleaning up the mess

Saturday, December 09, 2006

bolgia six

aren't we all just hypocrites for never admitting to be one?
we'd all end up in bolgia six heavily beings stepped upon

i see the glint in your eye
somthing tells me you enjoy seing her cry
you call her selfish
you call her fake
she's not worthy of every mistake

look in the mirror. what do you see?
did it ever occur to you that maybe you're as worse as she
i wouldn't dare point a finger
i wouldn't dare point a finger

aren't we all just hypocrites for never admitting to be one?
we'd all end up in bolgia six heavily beings stepped upon

she who doesn't know how to care
she who kills with a jealous stare
you on the other hand have the perfect ideals
ideals that make my skin crawl

maybe if you knew what it meant
to stop being so self-righteous
stop thinking that you're heaven-sent
then maybe you can save yourself

aren't we all just hypocrites for never admitting to be one?
we'd all end up in bolgia six heavily beings stepped upon

aren't we all just hypocrites
you and me in bolgia six

Monday, July 24, 2006

photograph

pictures on my wall
happy moments
i adore the look of my face
the smile i cant erase

looking back i wonder
how i can ever get that smile back
the picture tells me i was happy
now its just decorations on my wall

hanging there, reminding me
i was happy before
flipping and staring
now thats all i can do

*the photograph
makes me feel alive
time passing by, i know
a memory from a long time ago
i'll cherish inside my heart.